It’s soo good! Soo damn good when it’s on
Yet we both feel compelled to deny it
Deny one another the very thing we want from each other
The thrust, the push&pull, my back against the wall, your hot breath down my kneck… oh Lord have mercy
You ask her out for drinks after work, tell her you miss her when indeed all you’re really saying is – here’s a peace offering for how guilty I feel to be slowly pulling away from you
The unspoken language we speak. How your lips say you want me to leave, “It’s past midnight you need to go” Yet the satisfaction in your eyes scream, “I don’t want you to go, stay put right here in this Eutopia we made for ourselves”
She’s super excited, her skin practically glowing with joy as she tells you all about her cousin’s wedding which you couldn’t attend together with her because you were too committed. Of course you were… between the sex and late night dates, secret hangouts under the moonlight filled with romantic gestures and spicy private whatsApp conversations… you were bound to be extra committed to do anything
I don’t need to ask whether you miss me, whether you want me back, because from a distance I’m observing your mannerisms and I can tell all that I need to know from it
How you’d wish I was the one sitted across that table
That it was my smile you had to look at
My voice you would listen to
The smell of my body spray you could inhale…
But NO!
You have to play make-believe for the duration of this date, which you clearly weren’t feeling anymore. Never has your vodka-soda tasted so plain. But in your heart of hearts you know the bartender isn’t to blame for that it’s me
A feelings soo magical yet poisoned
A love soo sincere and true yet taboo
A bond soo deep yet unexplainable
A situation soo crappy in our eyes yet soo perfect in our hearts
The reality we can’t live
GLAD YOU DROPPED BY 🙂
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Wow… Great piece
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Thank you Felix
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I love your work. I resonate with your thought -the trueness, relevance, the verbatim remarks in the piece et alibi..
Keep the posts live
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Thanks Zack I’m glad you enjoy my work!
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So sad but true! Great writing! 🙂
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I’m more than thrilled you like it. Cheers! 🙂
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Really nice piece!
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Thank you! Glad you enjoyed it🤗
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